For the first time since the breakup of their marriage, Julie began to have doubts. Should she have believed Jonas instead of Angela? Suppose Jonas was innocent? But even if he weren't it was no use deceiving herself any longer. She didn't deserve a second chance, but she had to try. Maybe they could start again. 'I think you ought to know, Angela, ' Julie said, 'I still love Jonas, no matter what he did. I'm going after him.